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im fucking sick of feeling like this. like i just wanna bedone with it all. i cant even take care of dylan. i havent evenn s=seen him in days. easter was horrible im such a fuckiing shitty mom and girlfriend fuck youn for makiing me feel so fucking ugly without even fucking realizing it. its all me fucccck n i put things into my head. he said it and i know he meant it but it doesnt mean much to him, it does to me though and i cry and cry anmd cry nand i do try i try to be good enough i try to be someone he would like...not just on the inside but outside too but hes never going to fuvfkhgdbvfbgdsbjs fuck this shit im just gonna run like usual its what im good at good fopr nothing good at fucking everything up