such is life...
well...at 2:30 this morning i lost a very dear friend of mine. i've never dealt with somebody actually saying goodbye to a friendship, and it is as if they died. a whole year and a half of my life, i don't want to say it was wasted but if this is how it's ending, then it really was a waste. but it's all completely my fault and although i wish they
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Okay. Granted you have not filled me in on the exact details on what happened, but I guarantee that whatever the circumstances may be, it was not all yoru fault. You can't blame yourself for the loss of a friendship/relationship because they are two-way streets. It takes two people's efforts to screw them up. I am sure there are a lot of things both of you could have done differently. But that is beside the point. You can't dwell on what could have/might have/should have been.
You are an amazingly wonderful and vivacious person. And you have so much to offer people. At some point you are going to be able to look back on this relationship and this time in your life and realize how much it helped you grow as a person and how much you really did learn from the whole experience.
So. Stop beating yourself up. Don't stress about exams. It will all be okay. You are going to graduate. You are going to get into Clemson. And it is all going to be okay.
Love you.
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