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[timetogrow]

i guess im annoying, an idiot, get drunk and pass out, have no character, or no integrity, and am really lame. i guess i should just die. you see, i didnt aim my hurt feelings right towards you. i aimed them at something you care about. you will eventually get over the hurtful "words" that i said. but me, i cry at least 3 to 4 times a day and hate life. i think about you guys over 10 times a day. and yeah, you guys can be mean to me all you want, but i will never stop caring about you guys. i was friends with you all for too long to just throw everything away. and it hurts knowing that i care so much, and that all 5 of you dont care at all. yeah you might have cared for a while and gave up. but i never gave up. thanks for being a true friend.

p.s. straight edge means im better then you- guess what, you win. you are better then me. congradulations.

new livejournal. dont try to find me. ive already added you.