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First off, i want to say to everyone that im sorry for saying all the stupid shit i did. I never really meant it i was just really upset that my "friends" were saying shit about me that hurt alot, so i retaliated to that by talking shit about all of them. Now i feel dumb for doing it...like i said before i never wanted to stop being friends with all of you...but when everyone was saying shit about me breaking edge i got really upset and hated all of you. It might not seem that big of a deal to lose me as a friend, but i lost 5 friends...5 really good friends that i looked up to and had the best times of my life with. I miss being friends with all of you...if you dont want to be friends with me anymore, thats fine. I just want everyone to know that im sorry and feel stupid for saying all that. When i first started being straight edge i wasnt really thinking about it being till death, i just wanted to be with a boy i had a crush on. I know it was gay of me to post that picture of me with a cig. and an edge hoody, i realize that. I dont have anything against being straight edge or any of the morals and beliefs that go along being edge. I think its really sweet that you guys can stay true to what you feel. but straight edge isnt for me and it never was. I never thought it was. So can we please just end this and can everyone stop saying "megans a sell out" because that hurts and causes me to say things I dont mean. I just want to end this all right now. hopefully you guys might feel the same way, or maybe not. whatever one you pick, i dont care its your decision.