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So I'm home .. in LF .. if anyone really cares.
I'll be home until Friday night and then Orono, here I come! I need to celebrate St. Patty's day up there, come on people!
I feel kind of weird right now. My heart kind of hurts. And not because of Derek or anything he did, but a boy I was with this summer. He saw my away message on AIM that was for Derek and then sprang something on me that he knew would hurt. And I thought to myself, "This has no reason to bother me. I'm fine. This is okay".
And then I realized that it wasn't ..
I can't explain why it bothers me. I can't explain why it shouldn't bother me. I can't explain much of anything right now. I don't even know why I'm putting this here ..
I've been working on my Transportation Engineering term paper for about three hours. I have a page and a fourth done. I have about 300 words out of a minimum 4,500.
Engineering = Blah.
I'm taking a road trip to Portland tomorrow just because. I can only sit in LF for so long now-a-days. Hard to imagine what we all did for 18 + years. And to imagine, I was once little enough to think LF was the world. How quickly we realize. Sometimes I wish LF was still the whole world to me. Life could be so much easier then.
Although it may not seem like it -- I am happy. Things are going good. I'm still on an "upswing".
I know it's been a while since I've talked to some of you but I hope you're all okay. I hope you're all happy. I hope things are going well for you and yours.
We all deserve only the best, you know.
And I hope we all get nothing less.
I'll be home until Friday night and then Orono, here I come! I need to celebrate St. Patty's day up there, come on people!
I feel kind of weird right now. My heart kind of hurts. And not because of Derek or anything he did, but a boy I was with this summer. He saw my away message on AIM that was for Derek and then sprang something on me that he knew would hurt. And I thought to myself, "This has no reason to bother me. I'm fine. This is okay".
And then I realized that it wasn't ..
I can't explain why it bothers me. I can't explain why it shouldn't bother me. I can't explain much of anything right now. I don't even know why I'm putting this here ..
I've been working on my Transportation Engineering term paper for about three hours. I have a page and a fourth done. I have about 300 words out of a minimum 4,500.
Engineering = Blah.
I'm taking a road trip to Portland tomorrow just because. I can only sit in LF for so long now-a-days. Hard to imagine what we all did for 18 + years. And to imagine, I was once little enough to think LF was the world. How quickly we realize. Sometimes I wish LF was still the whole world to me. Life could be so much easier then.
Although it may not seem like it -- I am happy. Things are going good. I'm still on an "upswing".
I know it's been a while since I've talked to some of you but I hope you're all okay. I hope you're all happy. I hope things are going well for you and yours.
We all deserve only the best, you know.
And I hope we all get nothing less.