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Here I am again .. my yearly update!
Life is treating me pretty well for the time being, knock on wood.
Guys! Guess what I did for the first time in my life this week.
No, I didn't kill anyone. Guess again.
I told Derek I love him. It was almost painful because of how scared I was. And you want to know what the best part about it was? I meant it .. I actually meant it. It felt so right and so good to finally tell him. It was such a relief. And then coming in a close second was that he said it back.
I know this is trite and corny and totally unoriginal -- but honestly -- I didn't know that anyone could make me feel the way he does. I always thought I had liked the boys I was with before him, but that's because I had never experienced what I am now.
Okay, I'm sorry, I'm done with all this mushy, "you make me want to gag" crap. Promise.
School is good .. I think. I mean, I haven't wanted to kill any of my teachers yet but there were a couple of times I felt like killing someone. Thank God for my James Bond N64 game so I can snipe people on there and it's almost as fulfilling. I promise I'm not a crazy physco, but you all know what it's like when you just have one of those days.
And this is random but I figure this is the best place to pose such a question. Does anyone else have that super annoying mailbox blinking on the little AIM guy at the corner of your screen down by the time? Because I do and it is starting to drive me insane. I know it's some stupid promo to get me to sign up for "Free!" email but I already have email, thanks. Now stop blinking at me before I toss my laptop out my window! So .. anyone know how to save me all of that hassle and just do away with it? If so please tell!
So yeah, I know this isn't much of an update since I never do this anymore, but bear with me. I'm trying to warm up to this thing again.
Life is treating me pretty well for the time being, knock on wood.
Guys! Guess what I did for the first time in my life this week.
No, I didn't kill anyone. Guess again.
I told Derek I love him. It was almost painful because of how scared I was. And you want to know what the best part about it was? I meant it .. I actually meant it. It felt so right and so good to finally tell him. It was such a relief. And then coming in a close second was that he said it back.
I know this is trite and corny and totally unoriginal -- but honestly -- I didn't know that anyone could make me feel the way he does. I always thought I had liked the boys I was with before him, but that's because I had never experienced what I am now.
Okay, I'm sorry, I'm done with all this mushy, "you make me want to gag" crap. Promise.
School is good .. I think. I mean, I haven't wanted to kill any of my teachers yet but there were a couple of times I felt like killing someone. Thank God for my James Bond N64 game so I can snipe people on there and it's almost as fulfilling. I promise I'm not a crazy physco, but you all know what it's like when you just have one of those days.
And this is random but I figure this is the best place to pose such a question. Does anyone else have that super annoying mailbox blinking on the little AIM guy at the corner of your screen down by the time? Because I do and it is starting to drive me insane. I know it's some stupid promo to get me to sign up for "Free!" email but I already have email, thanks. Now stop blinking at me before I toss my laptop out my window! So .. anyone know how to save me all of that hassle and just do away with it? If so please tell!
So yeah, I know this isn't much of an update since I never do this anymore, but bear with me. I'm trying to warm up to this thing again.