weekend in review - also a situation of life...
Well this weekend was a great gettaway from the situation that I am currently in. I got up to dads late, around midnight. The girls were waking back up and we sat and played cards until 3am as usual. I didn't end up going to the district deer meeting because I woke up at 8am and said 'fuck it' turned my alarm off and went back to sleep. My dad wanted to go to it anyway and I just didn't feel like putting Maggie and Joel through that whole mess not to mention Dad was pissing me off.
Saturday we just bummed around and played cards, kinda cleaned house, got ready for their Mardi Gras dance, the girls and I talked a while, Teresa and I talked a lot about my current situation and what I should do. I have no idea still because Dad had to chime in every once and a while throwing Teresa off her inspirational speeches and talk of debauchery. I felt better getting everything off my chest about it all and having someone actually listen instead of semi-listening, suggestion giving and then changing the subject immediately. I do deserve it though, I don't realy listen all that well either but this is something that I have to deal with immediately and if I don't things will not be looking too good for me at all. Either way moving on, like I said, we got ready for the dance and I went as a shaparone. It was a little weird to be back in the high school drama that I left 4 years ago. Things were definately a little bit different though. Like the fact that I realy wanted to hit on this guy that is good friends with my little sisters.. lol All in good fun though, nothing serious, he was just cute. I told the girls that one of them should date him, and then I said if they didn't I was going after him.. lol Like I said, all in good fun!
Sunday after Teresa got out of work, Terri and I went out to the garage and had a nice long talk. She was telling me about her first time and I was so proud of her. I can't believe that she has grown up so much in such a short time period. Terri and I have definately had a rough relationship but it has all paid off, I am one of her closest friends and she tells me everything and anything truefully. Her and I shared stories and compared and it was all awesome. I can't believe that I can have a grown up convensation with her like that and us both go away learning something from it. Teresa got home and her mother Betty came over. We played Skipbo and Uno all together, Dad chimed in every once and awhile doing taxes and then playing Uno with us.
All in all it was a great weekend to get my mind off this shit. So much is about to happen in a short period of time. I can feel a break down coming. First of all with the job situation, and then this reizende angelegenheit. Its hard to come out with a clear indication of what to do when one thing depends on another that depends on another... I have no idea on where to start with either one and I can't realy figure it out until its absolutely time to do so...
Either way like everyone always says, things will work out no matter what. I just hope things actually work out for the best, not just work.
Sincere, Tim
Saturday we just bummed around and played cards, kinda cleaned house, got ready for their Mardi Gras dance, the girls and I talked a while, Teresa and I talked a lot about my current situation and what I should do. I have no idea still because Dad had to chime in every once and a while throwing Teresa off her inspirational speeches and talk of debauchery. I felt better getting everything off my chest about it all and having someone actually listen instead of semi-listening, suggestion giving and then changing the subject immediately. I do deserve it though, I don't realy listen all that well either but this is something that I have to deal with immediately and if I don't things will not be looking too good for me at all. Either way moving on, like I said, we got ready for the dance and I went as a shaparone. It was a little weird to be back in the high school drama that I left 4 years ago. Things were definately a little bit different though. Like the fact that I realy wanted to hit on this guy that is good friends with my little sisters.. lol All in good fun though, nothing serious, he was just cute. I told the girls that one of them should date him, and then I said if they didn't I was going after him.. lol Like I said, all in good fun!
Sunday after Teresa got out of work, Terri and I went out to the garage and had a nice long talk. She was telling me about her first time and I was so proud of her. I can't believe that she has grown up so much in such a short time period. Terri and I have definately had a rough relationship but it has all paid off, I am one of her closest friends and she tells me everything and anything truefully. Her and I shared stories and compared and it was all awesome. I can't believe that I can have a grown up convensation with her like that and us both go away learning something from it. Teresa got home and her mother Betty came over. We played Skipbo and Uno all together, Dad chimed in every once and awhile doing taxes and then playing Uno with us.
All in all it was a great weekend to get my mind off this shit. So much is about to happen in a short period of time. I can feel a break down coming. First of all with the job situation, and then this reizende angelegenheit. Its hard to come out with a clear indication of what to do when one thing depends on another that depends on another... I have no idea on where to start with either one and I can't realy figure it out until its absolutely time to do so...
Either way like everyone always says, things will work out no matter what. I just hope things actually work out for the best, not just work.
Sincere, Tim