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I am in a funk.
I have now turned to hate my job, hate my classes, and I hate the way my life is turning out.
There is no way to possibly change this at all. I am losing my job in a month so that takes care of that, which means I have to get another one before hand.
I hate my apartment, I am stuck with a huge bill and now help what so ever... I can't believe I was so stupid! - to think that things were going well enough to move in together, what a dumbass. And now I'm left to pick up the pieces alone.
My classes all suck, I had two exams today so thats why!
Life in the office just isnt the same anymore, I hate coming here, I hate the comments Brady makes, and I hate how this job makes me think. I feel inferior to everyone.
I get asked in the elevator how old I am and why I'm there. Like I can't be here and am not old enough to be professional. I am almost out of college ass holes why are you still alive you should be in the ground.
Anyway I am in a very hateful mood. I got to see my dad this weekend and it really made me miss being alone. Being up in northern michigan minding my own fucking business and not worrying what anyone else was doing or saying. When I'm up there I feel like politics has no hand in the world. And thats the way it should be.
Fuck I don't even know what I'm trying to say... FUCK IT!
I have now turned to hate my job, hate my classes, and I hate the way my life is turning out.
There is no way to possibly change this at all. I am losing my job in a month so that takes care of that, which means I have to get another one before hand.
I hate my apartment, I am stuck with a huge bill and now help what so ever... I can't believe I was so stupid! - to think that things were going well enough to move in together, what a dumbass. And now I'm left to pick up the pieces alone.
My classes all suck, I had two exams today so thats why!
Life in the office just isnt the same anymore, I hate coming here, I hate the comments Brady makes, and I hate how this job makes me think. I feel inferior to everyone.
I get asked in the elevator how old I am and why I'm there. Like I can't be here and am not old enough to be professional. I am almost out of college ass holes why are you still alive you should be in the ground.
Anyway I am in a very hateful mood. I got to see my dad this weekend and it really made me miss being alone. Being up in northern michigan minding my own fucking business and not worrying what anyone else was doing or saying. When I'm up there I feel like politics has no hand in the world. And thats the way it should be.
Fuck I don't even know what I'm trying to say... FUCK IT!