lone awaited update and Xmas...
So you know that feeling were you just feel completely alone but you are surrounded by a ton of people and you're sure they all care about you but in some way you know they don't and in some way you don't want them to. Yea I'm kinda feeling that right now
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but if you look it at, its all true, i was guilted into going to another family event that i didnt want to go to when i made it perfectly clear that i wanted nothing to do with family events. including my own.
i did end up having a good time after being guilted about not going to the sunday christmas dinner thing, going to eric and christinas and having a realy good time...
enough explaination, and sorry but im not in the mood to talk about something this small right now. i almost got fired today, i had a realy bad night last night, and im starving and am working a 12 hour on 2 hours sleep... not to mention that yet again things never change and im deleting this stupid journal cause im sick of it...
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Things are going to get better though, and I am sure you will find someone to share the apartment with. I did have fun this past weekend and this weekend will surely rock being up north skiing and with New Years and all. You will about your troubles!
Anyways I hope you don't delete your journal over silly misinterpretations of the truth, unfortunately some always have to ruin things for others. Actually, instead of deleting it, you need to update it more! Like with all the fun you had skiing this coming weekend!!!!
Ben
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