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[timatmsu]

I am in a pickle. I did this to myself. I've been down and out for the past month and I can't seem to pull myself together. Things with Ben keep getting rockier than ever and I can't keep doing this to him. I really feel like I should break it off and just keep things as friends so I don't hurt him anymore. I know he loves me to death but sometimes

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[crazypockets]

Ugh, this entry just makes me so MAD. ok, it might be the rage already coursing through my veins, but seriously. maybe we'll talk about it later. i just want to say that SHIT HAPPENS-especially when you have school, no degree yet, no car, and not a whole lot of experience. i'm not making excuses for you, but i also know how hard it is, and how scary it is, especially when you are supporting yourself with little to no help from parents. whatever will be, will be, but it is not entirely your fault and you should not be made to feel like shit about it. i know i'm guilty of doing that to you as well, and it's just my own weakness, and i'm sorry. you will be fine in the end tim, you have been on your own for THREE YEARS and you are still standing. and at your age, in this world, i think that's something. hey man, you're not a crackwhore living in a box under the bogue street bridge yet, much as i've tried to talk you into it. it'd be fun! ;P