Jun 05, 2006 16:01
Well umm, today really sucks! My dad is about 700 miles away and yet he still grounded me. On top of that I am PMSing today!!!!!!!! All I have to do is this. Hum, I wonder if I could go to the book store today. Whatever I am still sick, but I feel a whole lot better! I wonder what tomorrow is going to be like I mean it will be 6†6†06. I fainly may get to met my dad! Lol. Just kidding but what ever!!!! I need something to do, it is not that hot today so I could go outside and ride my bike. I just got ice cream, great now I am a fat ass!! Ummm, I am really pissed at my dad. He has a problem with one of my friends, and won’t let me hang out with him! He was all like,
“Oh he makes bad choices”
“Well he is my friend, and it’s not like your friends make good choices either”
Then my dad was all mad you can’t talk to me like that, ad whatever. It is funny because he will say that he will talk to me about anything. That is anything, but what ever I need to talk about! Gosh, I mean I tried once to talk to him about me being bisexual, and he knows that I am, but he won’t talk to me! I tried to start a GSA at my school and he got o pissed at me, you have no idea! I hate my life! This is only today so there is a lot more drama that happens between us. It isn’t really that fair on him either, I mean he is a signal parent. Don’t get me wrong I love my dad, but when I broke up with my girlfriend, I couldn’t talk to him about it because I was to scared. If it had been a boy he would have talked to me about it in a second! .Whatever…
I wish that I coud understand him! I really wish that I could.. but I never will, I wonder if he ever knows what he dose? Most likely not… I feel like cutting, but I can’t I am trying so hard to stop.