WOOT! Imma Fucking Psychic... and on to the other things in life the ones you don't notice...

Sep 27, 2004 10:12

I told Brandon that I was pretty sure Carol wanted to break up or at least was discontented with the way things were. As it turns out... IMMA FUCKING GENIOUS! I really don't know how things are going right now but the only way I see it working right now (because i read her journal and she seems to really like someone else and not me, at least that way anymore) is us splitting and just remaining friends. I doubt it would ever happen, but I always say "Maybe someday down the road...". Meh, who the fuck knows.
Which reminds me... I need to talk to Mike about something, I hope he shows up after school today... Or I'll call him.
Alot of what I will do and how I will act hangs in the balance right now, but Iunno, maybe being single wouldn't kill me. Breh...

As some of you may have guessed, I am keeping this journal, for a little while longer at least.

Umm... I'm out. "Are we alive or just breathing?"

(faded) This is my last serenade (2X)

This revelation is the death of ignorance
tangled in a state of suffocation
slave to self righteousness
damnation is on your lips

from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution
from sorrow to serenity, it's on your head
this is my last serenade
I feel you as you fall away
this is my last serenade
from yourself you can't run away

it's your choice, point the finger
but it's on your head
your destination is a choice within yourself
will you rise or become a slave
to self righteousness
open up your heart and gaze within

from sorrow to serenity, the truth is absolution
from sorrow to serenity, it's on your head
this is my last serenade
I feel you as you fall away
this is my last serenade
from yourself you can't run away
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