School, Reunion, Sean, Dr., etc.
So I just have the last paper to be done in the first class I took for my Masters. If I calculated correctly I only need a 72% to get an A in the class. It is due Wednesday and I am most of the way finished with the paper. So, that's good. Saddly, the next class starts while I'm at Burning Man. I e-mailed the teacher to see if I could start early or have an extension on the first week's assignments. We'll see how that goes.
Shann and my 20 year reunion is on Fri. and Sat. It makes me feel old. I'm sad that I got so fat, but I'm still looking forward to seeing everyone.
Sean is still being a pill. I feel like I live with a petulent child. I feel like I shouldn't have to ask him to clean or remind him to make sure the kids do thier chores because it's his house too and he should want it clean. If I don't ask him to remind the kids to do thier chores they do not get done. If I ask the kids, I'm the bossy asshole. When I do ask him to help he says he's tired or roles his eyes or some other teenage bullshit. I work 40 hr. a week plus I have classwork every night. But apperently I am still in charge of cooking and cleaning and making sure the bills are paid and that we have food and supplies in the house.
I just want to live by myself. Then I will still be in charge of everything I am in charge of now, except I won't have to clean up after anyone else be me. If something doesn't get done, it will be because I didn't do it. I just have to get through the Burning Man trip, our anniversary, and October bills (car registration and house taxes) Then open enrollment at work where I can drop him and the kids from my insurance and he can pick them up. Then he will not have that over me. I can save up to fix the White Hills house between October and January and I will be able to leave in January. The house will be fixed up and I will not have to worry about affording to pay my bills and his. I can slowly move things that are in the garage and things I only use rarely out to the other house. Then, when its time to go I will just have everyday stuff and the big stuff like my dresser and couch to move. I have a plan! I feel better.
I went to see a pshchologist to try to deal with the issues I'm having with Sean. I really like the Doctor. I have another appointment with him tomorrow. I hope it helps.
Shann and my 20 year reunion is on Fri. and Sat. It makes me feel old. I'm sad that I got so fat, but I'm still looking forward to seeing everyone.
Sean is still being a pill. I feel like I live with a petulent child. I feel like I shouldn't have to ask him to clean or remind him to make sure the kids do thier chores because it's his house too and he should want it clean. If I don't ask him to remind the kids to do thier chores they do not get done. If I ask the kids, I'm the bossy asshole. When I do ask him to help he says he's tired or roles his eyes or some other teenage bullshit. I work 40 hr. a week plus I have classwork every night. But apperently I am still in charge of cooking and cleaning and making sure the bills are paid and that we have food and supplies in the house.
I just want to live by myself. Then I will still be in charge of everything I am in charge of now, except I won't have to clean up after anyone else be me. If something doesn't get done, it will be because I didn't do it. I just have to get through the Burning Man trip, our anniversary, and October bills (car registration and house taxes) Then open enrollment at work where I can drop him and the kids from my insurance and he can pick them up. Then he will not have that over me. I can save up to fix the White Hills house between October and January and I will be able to leave in January. The house will be fixed up and I will not have to worry about affording to pay my bills and his. I can slowly move things that are in the garage and things I only use rarely out to the other house. Then, when its time to go I will just have everyday stuff and the big stuff like my dresser and couch to move. I have a plan! I feel better.
I went to see a pshchologist to try to deal with the issues I'm having with Sean. I really like the Doctor. I have another appointment with him tomorrow. I hope it helps.