Relationship 1
I wanted to write more as I mentioned just a wee bit ago, was going to wait but decided hell I'm online and I'm not online all that much so I would just post again. The Queen (my current boyfriend) revealed his drawing of his first custom made outfit for one of his shows, WOW! A+ = his own very outrageous/edgy style plus he informed me he will be actually singing his own song (he wrote the music and lyrics), his voice is in the high range of bio male and I heard him sing, so I think he can pull it off. To actually make the outfit is a bit more than he thought (after seeing the drawing I can't for the life of me understand how he thought it wouldn't cost a lot) but he is younger than I am so maybe it's that. Now this show will be out of state and during my vacation time, so yes I will use part of my vacation time to see him perform. He is excited about this but he would like me to spend my entire vacation with him. As I said before he is a bit insecure (why I don't know) and a bit clingy and needy now that we are dating and not just friends but again he is younger than I and I think it's that. Also he asked me to be in the show - I dislike being the focus of anything, which I won't be but just being on stage sitting for his song will be uncomfortable for me but I said yes after he said once again "come on, come on, come on" he is passive -aggressive and I am too when needed so we do clash a bit but it seems I always give in - sometimes just to stop the whining. My mindset is more stereotypically male-oriented in this regard, I rather give in than hear it.