Feb 23, 2006 13:23
I wish I had something inspirational or intelligent or sophisticated to say right now, but I don't.
A long chat with my lovie Neda late last night got me thinking really hard about a lot of things, and it's really good. I'm exhausted though- more from deepness of thought than lack of sleep.
I feel like I'm approaching a milestone in my life. I'm making a lot of changes right now, and I'm no longer afraid of them. I'm not letting anyone hold me back any longer. I'm changing my lifestyle- I'm transforming from a youth to an adult- whether you think I'm old enough to be making this transition or not. I am- so get over it.
Everything is going under the microscope now. I'm re-evaluating every part of my life and making changes for the better. It's good- I'm not scared anymore. I'm not afraid to do this by myself anymore either.
I'm letting go of everything that I've been holding onto these past couple of years. I'm ready to sail away from this dock that I've been hiding at in safety. It's been wonderful, and I wouldn't be strong enough to do this if I hadn't had that time there, but I'm ready to float off to sea and explore the endless possibilities that my life has to offer.