today I only taste the blues
I hate the part where she leaves. I miss my mom already.
We saw my sister while we were in town and she's a mess. My mom is trying to help her in all the ways she can but I don't know if it'll reach her or not. I hope so. As stone hearted as I try to be toward her, I just can't keep myself from feeling sad for her. She seems to have lost her joy...how can I envy or hate that? It's depressing. Especially when I can remember how my sister was as a little girl. Growing up can take such hard tolls on people.
I'm emotionally and physically drained so I'm going to rest on the spare bed while I watch Merlin. Hopefully I have more energy tomorrow...just in time to start classes for the semester. Woo.
We saw my sister while we were in town and she's a mess. My mom is trying to help her in all the ways she can but I don't know if it'll reach her or not. I hope so. As stone hearted as I try to be toward her, I just can't keep myself from feeling sad for her. She seems to have lost her joy...how can I envy or hate that? It's depressing. Especially when I can remember how my sister was as a little girl. Growing up can take such hard tolls on people.
I'm emotionally and physically drained so I'm going to rest on the spare bed while I watch Merlin. Hopefully I have more energy tomorrow...just in time to start classes for the semester. Woo.