And We Walked In Fields Of Gold

[tigre86]

Last night I had a moment of clarity. A realization. An epiphany. A breakthrough. Whatever you want to call it. I was lying in bed, the white of my ceiling the only visible thing in the darkness, when my mind traveled back to another night over a decade ago. I was ten years old again, looking out the windowpane stained with running raindrops into

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[tigre86]

It's the first time I've remembered anything that vividly from my childhood. I had vague memories, but most were blocked. So this felt really good.

I'm at that point in my life now, I enjoy talking to my online friends and expressing myself in this journal. But I do miss the simplicity of life I had growing up even if my homelife wasn't exactly great.

I think it was a maple tree if I remember correctly. :)

[tigre86]

Pain is a deeper emotion I think or at least it affects us in a different way so it's easier to cling to it. It's hard to reveal in the good. Maybe that's just part of our cynical nature as human beings.

I know, sigh.

[tigre86]

I'm working hard to stop the negative, some days are better then others. That one happened to be good so I'm content. :)