where do i start? things were going well. things are going well. i'm okay. i'm trying to convince myself that i'm okay. and i am. i'll be fine. it was just abrupt. i guess it always is. she didn't go into reasons, well not specifics, but i know it had nothing to do with me. apparently i even made it difficult by being understanding. more ( Read more... )

confrontation doesn't scare me.  having to deal with the outcome of confrontations tends to send me into a social coma in which i can hear and see everything going on around me but have no way to affect outcomes.  last night i was confronted with another side of my conversations that led me to leave Apple, and it made me start wandering down the ( Read more... )