I know, I’m sorry, but I just can’t deal. I know it’s stupid & I need to face it & get over it but it’s hard & it hurts & I have this irrational guilt if I do ever get over it & it stops hurting so much I’ll be forgetting him.

GAH

 I'm stuck at home again because I'm ill which sucks, and Kirsty left for Leeds this morning so I'm on my own with a mountain of cough syrup, drugs & tissues until Thursday. Booooo. Rather than use my bedbound time productively to catch up on all the admin I was supposed to have finished last week, I thought I'd write a review of the shows I saw ( Read more... )

( I don't know what to do. About anything. )