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Wowee it's been a long time since I've posted anything. Seems like a lot has happened since then too. I have been crazy busy lately, doing who knows what. I applied for vet school at OSU! I also moved home, so no more apartment, which means don't call me on that 299-0080 number anymore. Been busy working, and being glad that I don't have to start class on Wednesday like lots, most really, of the people I know. That's going to stink. (note to self, you left Stephen's schedule in his room....pick that up next time you're over.)
Things have been going pretty well for me I must say. Now that the stress of the GRE and applying are over, I've been rarely cranky. And then there's always the afore mentioned Stephen. For those of you who have been following the drama, yes, we are FINALLY dating. It may have taken me about 5 months to realize what was best for me, but hey, at least I got there and I know I didn't make a mistake about it. We had our first official date a little over 2 weeks ago, but it feels like we've been dating for ages. It's nice to have finally found a guy I really don't like being away from, especially being away for more than 24 hours. Although since he got back from Alaska (mountains, what?) we have had approximately 2-3 days without seeing one another, I don't think there's been any times I haven't seen him within 32 hours. My poor parents, even though I moved home, I still pretty much live with he and My Sarah on 8th. I definitely spend half and half of the nights spread out over "residences." I always said I was spoiled, and dating him just makes me even more so. Just last Friday I got surprised at work when a flower delivery man dropped off a bouquet of tiger lilies and my favorite poem "She Walks in Beauty." The ladies at work were quite envious. I was ecstatic. I always thought to myself during the professor era that the song October by Evanescence fit Stephie, so here's the lyrics, cause ain't it the truth:
I can't run anymore
I fall before you
Here I am
I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget
You're all that I am
Take me home
I'm through fighting this
Broken
Lifeless
I give up
You're my only strength
Without you
I can't go on
Anymore
Ever again
*My only hope (All the times I've tried)
My only peace (To walk away from you)
My only joy, My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power, My only life,
(And love is where I am) My only love.
I can't run anymore.
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
In all my bitterness,
I ignored all that's real and true.
All I need is you.
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes.
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong.
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
*
Constantly ignoring the pain consuming me.
But this time it's cut too deep.
I'll never stray again.
*(2x)
Lovely song. Anyway, I feel so bad because I haven't talked to people in forever, but things really have been crazy. I've been trying to catch up now that some insanity has died down, so you people call me too! We all need to catch up.
Things have been going pretty well for me I must say. Now that the stress of the GRE and applying are over, I've been rarely cranky. And then there's always the afore mentioned Stephen. For those of you who have been following the drama, yes, we are FINALLY dating. It may have taken me about 5 months to realize what was best for me, but hey, at least I got there and I know I didn't make a mistake about it. We had our first official date a little over 2 weeks ago, but it feels like we've been dating for ages. It's nice to have finally found a guy I really don't like being away from, especially being away for more than 24 hours. Although since he got back from Alaska (mountains, what?) we have had approximately 2-3 days without seeing one another, I don't think there's been any times I haven't seen him within 32 hours. My poor parents, even though I moved home, I still pretty much live with he and My Sarah on 8th. I definitely spend half and half of the nights spread out over "residences." I always said I was spoiled, and dating him just makes me even more so. Just last Friday I got surprised at work when a flower delivery man dropped off a bouquet of tiger lilies and my favorite poem "She Walks in Beauty." The ladies at work were quite envious. I was ecstatic. I always thought to myself during the professor era that the song October by Evanescence fit Stephie, so here's the lyrics, cause ain't it the truth:
I can't run anymore
I fall before you
Here I am
I have nothing left
Though I've tried to forget
You're all that I am
Take me home
I'm through fighting this
Broken
Lifeless
I give up
You're my only strength
Without you
I can't go on
Anymore
Ever again
*My only hope (All the times I've tried)
My only peace (To walk away from you)
My only joy, My only strength,
(I fall into your abounding grace)
My only power, My only life,
(And love is where I am) My only love.
I can't run anymore.
I give myself to you,
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
In all my bitterness,
I ignored all that's real and true.
All I need is you.
When night falls on me,
I'll not close my eyes.
I'm too alive,
And you're too strong.
I can't lie anymore,
I fall down before you.
I'm sorry, I'm sorry.
*
Constantly ignoring the pain consuming me.
But this time it's cut too deep.
I'll never stray again.
*(2x)
Lovely song. Anyway, I feel so bad because I haven't talked to people in forever, but things really have been crazy. I've been trying to catch up now that some insanity has died down, so you people call me too! We all need to catch up.