I need to wake up early. Why am I up thinking about this shit?

[tigerlyllee]

I want to love like it never
hurts. Be transparent. Uncover
the secret girl under my skin.
I want to take the dare.
Absorb the impact, the bad stuff
and let them sink deep
down, like a ship.
I want to be indestructible.
Immune to sudden loneliness.
No.
All I want to be is soft and fluid in someone's arms.
Like the water you dive into to wash off the city
and the sweat and the smoke and the blood.
But I can't. I can't.

Save me.
I know you can...