Official hiatus from life
I am going on an official hiatus from life.
Sorry.
Will be focusing on studying and a few other things while I get over this emo stage.
I am in no shape to deal with people.
I am on the brink of crying and it take next to nothing to send me over the edge.
I have been there for the last few days
I am tired. When I am tried I get emo. When I get emo it feels like I don't deserve any of what I have.
These are bad thought. Destructive ones. They are thoughts that leads to smoking late at night. To giving up the nice things I have.
My brain is numb.
I don't know if it is lack of sleep or this feeling of helplessness.
My entire body hurts. That is sleep I know. I got more last night than I have in a week and a half. 8 hours. But that was only because I overslept this morning
So, I am taking a little break, trying to fix myself. Then I'll fix the world.
If you hug me I might cry.
Sorry.
Will be focusing on studying and a few other things while I get over this emo stage.
I am in no shape to deal with people.
I am on the brink of crying and it take next to nothing to send me over the edge.
I have been there for the last few days
I am tired. When I am tried I get emo. When I get emo it feels like I don't deserve any of what I have.
These are bad thought. Destructive ones. They are thoughts that leads to smoking late at night. To giving up the nice things I have.
My brain is numb.
I don't know if it is lack of sleep or this feeling of helplessness.
My entire body hurts. That is sleep I know. I got more last night than I have in a week and a half. 8 hours. But that was only because I overslept this morning
So, I am taking a little break, trying to fix myself. Then I'll fix the world.
If you hug me I might cry.