I know I haven't updated in a while but hey, its my journal sooooo...anywho, I broke up with Britain and I don't think I'm going back to that. He was getting really mentally abusive and I can't stand that. Plus, I don't have time for that bullshit. But, I went out with Hoss a couple of times, only to discover that we are just friends material. ( Read more... )

Put your music player on shuffle ( Read more... )

I broke up with Britain last thursday. It was and still is hard, but its for the best. I wasn't happy and I probably would not have gotten any happier. He and I just aren't right for each other anymore. I've changed and unfortunately he wasn't the guy I thought he was. We've had several conversations since then and I've agreed to be his FRIEND. He' ( Read more... )

Its been a while since I've really updated. Sorry about the short snippets but thats my life now. Just little flashes here and there. I wish sincerely that I could convey to you how bad things have gotten, but I can't. I love Britain without a doubt in my mind but there has entered someone in my life who has the wonderful things I love about ( Read more... )

So, Britain took me to the Sweetheart ball with him and he was so gorgeous in his class A's...well, atleast I think so, but he is mine after all...;) so, here ya go...( ain't we cute? )

( Sorry the pic is so big :( )

I went out with Britain last night and he was so absolutely wonderful. I'm entirely to in love with him. I think he's the one. No No, scratch that, I know he is the one. He makes me WANT to be with him. I've lusted and I've loved but I've never needed like I need him. He completes me and as cliche as that is its the honest to god truth. We learned ( Read more... )

I'M IN LOVE

If the glass slipper fits, then its bound to shatter.
I've wished for this so many times. The heartfelt devotion of someone else. The deep unwavering love for me that he feels. But I'm so afraid of it. I know its probably not going to last. I've always been a dreamer and now reality is harsh and direct and it cuts into the world I've always longed ( Read more... )

I haven't felt much like updating and I still don't so you aren't getting complete sentences after this one.
Mom and I fought. Bad. Worse one ever ( Read more... )