Apr 19, 2008 23:02
hi. i'm sleepy. and cuddly. and all i gots a blanket and a bunny. so i need to curl up and fall asleep.
there are so many things going on, i cant even begin to describe. i'm way too tired right now.
when i'm drunk i'm honest. 8P seriously honest.
i had a horrible morning. but it turned out to be a decent night. yay.
my reasons for posting are so weird. if you wanna know i guess you'll have to booze me up and see how honest i am hahaha
i dont just want to be friends with someone when i need them. it bugs me when people do that. it also bugs me when people lead people on. its like ugh. move oooooon.
i got bites from hardcore effin mosquitos. theyre huge, they itch, and i keep itching them. its like a damn addiction.
i wonder if i'm making life harder than it is.
if i counted how many times i said I in this thing, it'd probably be an embarrasing result. oh well hehe.
i'm feelin so philosophical and i dont want to waste the genius. but i am really tired.
my capability to be numb to this now is a part of the process. i think its good progress. next is not caring.
just know that this is good.
other than that i lost my desire to continue sharing.
not that i dont love ya. and carl. i think this was extra long for you hahaha its actually short, but the amount of tired happening outweighs the amount of typing happening, and it took alot for this to come about. so ya. maybe consciousness will bring some stories of real significance for ya. 8D
goodnight moon