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Hey you guys,
God I had the weirdest day today I mean both of my parents get on my back about my grades and I dont blame them but i wish they would stop nagging me.
Well Ben came over today and 3 times we have gotten close to kissing but i kept backing off. He asked me why I back off and I told him because I cant kiss him, but thats not the real reason, the real reason is because he asked me too. I am trying to respect his wishes but its hard to. I mean do you know that feeling when you are close to someone and you just want to grab them and kiss them? Well thats how it is for me and it sucks. I love him and yeah I may be a girl just thinking that she is in love but thats what I believe.
anyways whats up with everyone? instead of those problems i am fine and this entry might make my aunt mad at me but this is what i believe so please dont get mad at me. I am just following my heart.
God I had the weirdest day today I mean both of my parents get on my back about my grades and I dont blame them but i wish they would stop nagging me.
Well Ben came over today and 3 times we have gotten close to kissing but i kept backing off. He asked me why I back off and I told him because I cant kiss him, but thats not the real reason, the real reason is because he asked me too. I am trying to respect his wishes but its hard to. I mean do you know that feeling when you are close to someone and you just want to grab them and kiss them? Well thats how it is for me and it sucks. I love him and yeah I may be a girl just thinking that she is in love but thats what I believe.
anyways whats up with everyone? instead of those problems i am fine and this entry might make my aunt mad at me but this is what i believe so please dont get mad at me. I am just following my heart.