Thoughts...
So, just to let you know, there was another explanation for what happened on the march back, but it still shouldn't have caused what happened, some I'm not quite as mad about it. Anyway, I have been doing a lot of thinking lately. It's been required seeing as I will be graduating next May, or at least that is the plan right now God willing. I've looked back at my life, and come to the realization that in the past 8 years of my life, I have made all my big decisions on my own, without help of others but most importantly without asking God if that is what He so desired for me. While I love her and she is still one of my best friends, my last girl friend was a me decision, and I even hurt a friend in the process of starting to date her. The decision of where to go to college, a me decision. God has blessed me at LSU but I never thought to ask Him if thats what He had for me. My decision of my area of study. My decision to do Tigerband for my whole LSU career. Again I have been blessed and have gained so many great friends, but what did it cost me? Did God have something better? My decision to travel a path less traveled, especially by a young man in my area of study was a me decision, I never asked God if I should become a Sinfonian.(mind you He has blessed me through this beyond belief, I have brothers that would do anything for me and I would do anything for them, but I just never thought to ask) My pursuit of becoming a lawyer was a me decision. And I think now that all things have kind of come in on that I am realizing that maybe that isn't what God has for me. Maybe I am not supposed to be a lawyer. I've started to just sit down and pray and ask God if thats what He has for me and more and more I am starting to think that He doesn't want me to study law. So, in loo of all this, I have decided that I need to make God more of a priority in my life. He needs to be involved, not only in my big decisions, but the small ones too. I believe, that as He closed this door on my desire to be a lawyer, he has started to open up another one, and its interesting because If I do it right, I want have an extremely long career. I think He might be setting me up for something, I don't know what it is, but I think it may be big. I think He has great things in store for me and I can't wait to find out. I just have to remember that He needs to be involved in my decisions. God is so amazing. Maybe I can learn to listen to Him!
Just thought I would share what has been going on with me. I know a lot of people have noticed, at least those that have known me for a while, that I havn't seen myself of late, and its because I am making some radical changes in my life, and I have been having some radical thoughts going through me head. Later kids!
Just thought I would share what has been going on with me. I know a lot of people have noticed, at least those that have known me for a while, that I havn't seen myself of late, and its because I am making some radical changes in my life, and I have been having some radical thoughts going through me head. Later kids!