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May 01, 2004 21:30

I thought that shaking was in my Self.

I was, apparently, wrong. The current situation is not much better... often times, I wonder if my meditation puts me more in contact with the planet, because now I feel this great unrest. I'm nervous, feeling like something is always there... jumping at my own shadow. I haven't felt like this since my first year away from home. Something is wrong, somewhere, but I can't figure out what...

Paranoia, maybe. I've never had a major natural disaster happen during a meditative state. I think my subconscious is a little shaken... it's hard to be jolted from trance like that.

Maybe I just need something to eat. I've lost a lot of blood today... that sounds like a good excuse to help them put the kitchens back together and be well-rewarded with a full meal.
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