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Gabe is coming!!!!!!!!!!! As we speak!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I am so excited. Today I got CONTACTS! I almost cried! It was like I was blind and was seeing for the first time. The lady training me to put them in said she had goosebumps. It was a very serious, deep thing for me. Having to wear glasses and being know always as the girl with the long blonde hair and glasses got tiresome. I felt like the glasses had taken over my head. It was weird being able to see my face without glasses from far away. And my eyes are HUGE! I never really realized how huge and beautiful my eyes are. The world can see them without the glasses hiding them now, and it feels so good.
I had a bad dream last night that I got a bad grade (actually I remember the score it was a 72) on my math test. Oh lord, I thought it was real! I was so upset, I was crying in my dream and thinking of ways to get extra credit. I hope I did get a good grade. I could almost not tell reality from the dream, I was all stressed out. But I think I did pretty well...we get the test back on Monday so we will see.
Anyways, the highlight of my week will be seeing GABE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He can't be here on my birthday, but I am so happy I get to see him. I didn't get to say goodbye... Everytime I have been sad this week, I think "Gabe is coming" and everything just melts away and I get a huge smile on my face.
Ah, the smile, the universal sign for happiness.
I am so excited. Today I got CONTACTS! I almost cried! It was like I was blind and was seeing for the first time. The lady training me to put them in said she had goosebumps. It was a very serious, deep thing for me. Having to wear glasses and being know always as the girl with the long blonde hair and glasses got tiresome. I felt like the glasses had taken over my head. It was weird being able to see my face without glasses from far away. And my eyes are HUGE! I never really realized how huge and beautiful my eyes are. The world can see them without the glasses hiding them now, and it feels so good.
I had a bad dream last night that I got a bad grade (actually I remember the score it was a 72) on my math test. Oh lord, I thought it was real! I was so upset, I was crying in my dream and thinking of ways to get extra credit. I hope I did get a good grade. I could almost not tell reality from the dream, I was all stressed out. But I think I did pretty well...we get the test back on Monday so we will see.
Anyways, the highlight of my week will be seeing GABE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He can't be here on my birthday, but I am so happy I get to see him. I didn't get to say goodbye... Everytime I have been sad this week, I think "Gabe is coming" and everything just melts away and I get a huge smile on my face.
Ah, the smile, the universal sign for happiness.