Apr 13, 2004 13:39
I am doing two separate entries because I didn't want any negativity in with my positive entry. I will also be offering an apology to some of my friends as well as some personal notes. ;) I have been being more active on mine and Angyl's forum as of late. We moved Eldhin over there and things seem to be going quite well. I have been making more dolls. I have decided to focus on making dolls more for myself than the benefit of others. If I wan't to make a doll for someone else, I will, but I am not going to feel obligated anymore to make a challenge doll or whatever.
I've also been more active in Eldhin as well. Angyl and I have this storyline going where one of her characters went evil and has teamed up with one of mind. Very interesting to say the least. The important thing is that I am having fun with it. ;)
I've gotten two new siblings, Phoenix Dawn and Atira. I was thrilled when we became sibs. They are two wonderful women. :)
Now to my personal notes. :)
To all of my sibs- Atira, Phoenix Dawn, Lizzette, James, and Jersey. You are all wonderful people. They say (who they is I have no clue) that souls are drawn together for a reason. Sometimes we will never know what that reason is. The only thing I can see is that parts of all of us connected in some way, for whatever reason. I enjoy the time that we talk, some of us a little less than others, but the time spent is no less special to me. Each and everyone of you has touched my life in different ways, but none more important than the other. For that reason I cherish the friendship that we have. I hope that none of you would hesitate to come to me if there is a problem, concern, etc. As I would hope you would expect the same from me. My ears and shoulders are always open. I will always be here to be a sounding (or venting) board. And most important...love each and everyone of you unconditionally.
Angyl, my wife, my soulmate, thank you for the support you have shown to me in the past months with all of the stress and heartache in all areas of my life. I will be by your side for all eternity to walk with you no matter where you turn. My love for you grows more with each passing day, even when I think it can't get any more. I don't think I can imagine a day waking up and you're not there. I love you with all of my heart and all of my soul.
And now for my apologies. *takes a deep breath* To all of my siblings and friends (listed above). Most of you know of some basic things that have been going on with Angyl and I the past several months. Because of these stresses I have been more closed off than I would like to admit. For this, I apologize. There are no explanations, no excuses, not even any good reasons, so I won't disrespect any of you by trying to give you any. ;) All I have to offer is my apology for something that none of you had anything to do with.