I've Been A Good Girl
Today, I am not really being a good girl. I am back in bitch mode, in fact. Jealousy is unproductive, people, but that doesn't make it go away. The thing is, it's not just jealousy - I honestly just don't like something about this girl sometimes. Some days, I'm like "No way, I'm just imagining things - she's perfectly cool." But on days like today, I just hate her swag. LOL.
I can never trust someone who acts like they know it all, who just "fits in" without any real struggle. I can't. Maybe if there is something truly genuine about them, but most people are not just genuine. But to be so unphased and above-it-all is suspicious. I don't care that she gets things done and she's well adjusted - she still sux.
I don't know. I'm just ready to be done. I enjoy what I'm doing, but I just am not made for this. I need something more my speed - LIKE A LIBRARIAN. lmao. I just want to be a child again. Adulthood is pretentious, confining and stressful. AND it makes me an even worse brat than I was when I was a child.
I can never trust someone who acts like they know it all, who just "fits in" without any real struggle. I can't. Maybe if there is something truly genuine about them, but most people are not just genuine. But to be so unphased and above-it-all is suspicious. I don't care that she gets things done and she's well adjusted - she still sux.
I don't know. I'm just ready to be done. I enjoy what I'm doing, but I just am not made for this. I need something more my speed - LIKE A LIBRARIAN. lmao. I just want to be a child again. Adulthood is pretentious, confining and stressful. AND it makes me an even worse brat than I was when I was a child.