still alive but i'm barely breathing

[tifforific]

9 years. I can't stop thinking about it. It has been exactly 9 years since my dad moved to heaven. It seems just like yesterday we were laughing playing baseball together and at the same time it feels like forever since I last hugged him. I don't think of him constantly through the year, but you can never forget a loving and nurturing father. It just amazes me how long I have been with out him, but it hurts to know he will never be physically by my side again. You almost feel half empty wishing you could have made the most of the time you had together but it is too late. You truly don't know what you have until it is gone.

I love you daddy and I will never forget you. <3 always and forever.