Sep 10, 2005 19:07
So yeah school started and yeah I mean I don’t really mind school but the whole friend situation sucks right now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! So Shannon and Paige aren’t talkin which im used to and isn’t a big deal that much to me!!! But man this stuff with Jessica and Paige is stressing me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! They both talk to me bout it all the time!!!1 mostly Paige and I don’t mind that I no that they have to talk to someone about it and im always here for that!!!! But the both are not really getting what kind of a situation I am in I mean really they are to of my best friends and am totally caught in the middle of them and let me tell u is sucks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I need them both to realize that im not choosing sides at all I no sometimes it seems like im taking Paiges side becuz she is always by me and stuff but that’s cuz right now she is made at Paige and Shannon and so she comes to me and that is not my fault!! im not choosing sides I kinda agree with both of them and that’s it!!!!!!!! I mean I love them both and im here for them to talk to but ya no soon Paige is ganna have to talk to her and just let it go! I mean I no she is hurt and she has a right to be mad but somethings just have to be forgiven and let go especially with 2 people that have been friends as long as they have!!!! And that’s all I can say about that!!
So yeah im a little………………..ummmmmmm……..I don’t know a word stressed or confused right now!!!!! Kyle told me a while ago that his cousins wedding is on the same day as homecoming but he was ganna try his hardest to go!!! And it was almost a fer sure thing that he was ganna go and just miss the reception!! Well then yesterday at school he said his mom was tryin to talk him out of goin cuz it is his fav. cousins wedding and he is missing the whole reception just for a dance!!! So I told him to just go and forget about homecoming becuz I no that’s what he should do and it was really hard but I still did it! So anyway I was very upset about that and everything. Well it didn’t help that jess was mad at me or whatever and crap so yeah. Then I was thinking bout it and stuff and Paige said she wasn’t goin to homecoming and I Kyle told me that if I think about it really hard and I really really don’t want to go to homecoming then his dad said I can go to the reception with them and they will bring me home when ever my parents want me home!!! So I have been thinking about it and I talked to Paige and she said I should go to the reception and Shannon is like bagging me to go to homecoming but im almost positive that that’s not what I want. And Kyle isn’t saying anything cuz he wants me to decide for myself what I want!! so yea I still have some thinking to do on that one if anyone has any advice for me plezzz comment im havin a hard time with this one!!!!!!! And before u go and say omg that is so dumb not to go just becuz ur boyfriend isn’t just slow down cuz I have other reasons I would just rather not say them but I will say this……….DRAMA!!!!!!!!! So yeah plezzz help me!!!!!
Alright well yeah done with the depressing stuff!!!! Thursday jv game they won good good game one of the best this year!!!!!! So soo soo much fun!!!! Friday varsity game with Kyle, Paige, Rob, and Kyle’s dad and brother. Way way way fun they also won wooooooooooooooohoooooooooooooo!!!!! And karissas b-day is well I dotn really no what day but I no it is soon so yeah HAPPY BIRTHDAY KARRISA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And yeah sooo sad ethan just left for Main for a week so yeah he is missing her surprise b-day party right now and so am I becuz my parents wont let me go!!!!!! Sucks big time sorry Karissa!!! So yeha that’s bout it for now!!!
Luv ya
Tiffany