new chapter
i'm not sure if i could describe how i feel right now that i would.
i wouldn't know where to begin anyhow.
this journal makes me reminisce.
it seems these entries were a lifetime ago. i'm not the teenager that started it.
i'm not the silly girl who longed to be something she wasn't
nor the one who fairy-tales my relationship.
i'm now a 25, about to be 26 year old
who is very content in her heart with who she is.
who actually prefers the solid security and love of a marriage
to the adrenaline rush of a new relationship.
who prefers sitting at home on date night, eating take-out and watching a movie.
and who loves that her 3 year old mimics everything she does,
from the hands on the hips when trying to prove a point, to wearing her sunglasses in the house
so she has "glasses like mommy."
i'm probably boring
but it's me.
i've learned who my true friends are
who is worth my time
and who isn't.
i started up a new journal, thinking "new me, new blog" but...
this holds a lot of memories.
i may've moved on to a new chapter in my life
but the past has made me who i am now- as corny and cliche as that is.
so i've decided to stay on livejournal
and strive to update more often.
not sure how good i'll be at relaying my innermost thoughts and feelings anymore
since that seems to be something i stopped being so open about for a while.
but we will see :)
i wouldn't know where to begin anyhow.
this journal makes me reminisce.
it seems these entries were a lifetime ago. i'm not the teenager that started it.
i'm not the silly girl who longed to be something she wasn't
nor the one who fairy-tales my relationship.
i'm now a 25, about to be 26 year old
who is very content in her heart with who she is.
who actually prefers the solid security and love of a marriage
to the adrenaline rush of a new relationship.
who prefers sitting at home on date night, eating take-out and watching a movie.
and who loves that her 3 year old mimics everything she does,
from the hands on the hips when trying to prove a point, to wearing her sunglasses in the house
so she has "glasses like mommy."
i'm probably boring
but it's me.
i've learned who my true friends are
who is worth my time
and who isn't.
i started up a new journal, thinking "new me, new blog" but...
this holds a lot of memories.
i may've moved on to a new chapter in my life
but the past has made me who i am now- as corny and cliche as that is.
so i've decided to stay on livejournal
and strive to update more often.
not sure how good i'll be at relaying my innermost thoughts and feelings anymore
since that seems to be something i stopped being so open about for a while.
but we will see :)