Keeping up the masqurade
With each passing day lately, I am becoming increasingly dissatisfied with living as a boy. At times I feel this to the point that I don't know if I can take having to do this until graduation. While I know that theoretically it would be possible to transition prior to graduation without the funds for hair removal, SRS, etc., I don't know that I would be able to do so AND maintain my employment, professional reputation, family, etc. within this black hole of diversity, otherwise known as my hometown. Yes I could transfer schools and relocate to a more diverse place, but I want to avoid this if possible b/c almost any time you transfer schools, you get fucked on transfer credit & end up retaking courses you already successfully completed. Considering my current school happened to be very generous with transfer credit to the point that I only have to take 2 classes/quarter, I'd kinda like to continue where I'm at. Hopefully something will happen in the near future that will open up a few doors for me. Winning the lottery would be nice since rich people can do whatever they like and everybody still falls over themselves to be your friend....hahaha.