i guess you're as real as me; maybe i can live with that.
"home is still home, and i am currently in the phase of being home where it's nice relaxing and seeing lots of people i haven't seen much in a long while. i haven't been sleeping too much, which is good, and i hope that continues. it's been nice being here. i feel like i'm finally letting go of some harbored emotions that i just couldn't part with when i was so far away from here."
that was on autosave and restored itself when i opened this page. i guess i wrote that sometime last week because i have scarcely been on the internets this week.
and yes, so, home is still home. i've been having just a great time, really. seeing people and essentially doing nothing, but i've certainly not been sleeping too much or bumming around my family's houses bored out of my mind. plans keep on popping up, which is so nice. i always end up seeing certain people more than others when i come home, and it's usually not planned at all and kind of a surprise. funny. i like it.
the weather today is just wonderful. i wish it were going to be daylight longer so i could walk over to the cemetery when i come back from dinner with dad's practically-like-family friends. oh well. yesterday's weather was bleak and rainy. so, the weather likes to reflect my moods or something, maybe.
a new year is coming up. (in case you didn't know.) new year's day is probably my favorite holiday. 2007 hasn't been particularly terrible for me on the whole when i consider everything good that has happened this year, but the more specific bad part(s) are the worst of any year i've been through thus far, probably. i was pessimistic about 2008 for some reason until very recently, but i feel a lot better about it now.
that was on autosave and restored itself when i opened this page. i guess i wrote that sometime last week because i have scarcely been on the internets this week.
and yes, so, home is still home. i've been having just a great time, really. seeing people and essentially doing nothing, but i've certainly not been sleeping too much or bumming around my family's houses bored out of my mind. plans keep on popping up, which is so nice. i always end up seeing certain people more than others when i come home, and it's usually not planned at all and kind of a surprise. funny. i like it.
the weather today is just wonderful. i wish it were going to be daylight longer so i could walk over to the cemetery when i come back from dinner with dad's practically-like-family friends. oh well. yesterday's weather was bleak and rainy. so, the weather likes to reflect my moods or something, maybe.
a new year is coming up. (in case you didn't know.) new year's day is probably my favorite holiday. 2007 hasn't been particularly terrible for me on the whole when i consider everything good that has happened this year, but the more specific bad part(s) are the worst of any year i've been through thus far, probably. i was pessimistic about 2008 for some reason until very recently, but i feel a lot better about it now.