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some people really just don't know how to take a hint and leave things alone when they're already bad enough. i swear.. uhgh. luckily, this random, vague comment has little to nothing to do with me. oh well.
so, finals are over as of this morning. i am nervous about my grades, but i am trying to tell myself it doesn't matter. it's just been such a rough semester; i am afraid my gpa may finally drop. oh well. life can't be perfect all the time, i guess. (or ever?) i am still expecting straight A's, but i have this stupid little nagging feeling it won't happen. as much as i tell myself right now that that is fine (because it really is), i know i will still be a little disappointed if/when my grades are posted. college is shenanigans.
i also got my headlight replaced.
and i re-potted my lovely marigold, which i am worried may be on its last limb. however, it has lived this long and bloomed twice. pretty good for a lame $1 target grow kit i started in june.
i have to go wrap some gifts now (in my non-existent wrapping paper :\) because tonight is gift exchange with my normal (house) friends. however, today is also Fishertown Christmas Village (this silly train/decoration thing my symphonic band director does every year) and my dinner at Dr. Emmanuel's for the class who went to Hungary. so.. i may be late to gift exchange.. which really makes me sad.
packing and cleaning and defrosting our fridge also has to be done..
and i better get real drunk tonight because finals are FINALLY over.
i don't know why i'm not happier now that things are finished school-wise. it kind of worries me. i hope the whole break isn't stressful. maybe it's just because i still feel like i have so much to do..
december 16th--this sunday. i'll be home.
so, finals are over as of this morning. i am nervous about my grades, but i am trying to tell myself it doesn't matter. it's just been such a rough semester; i am afraid my gpa may finally drop. oh well. life can't be perfect all the time, i guess. (or ever?) i am still expecting straight A's, but i have this stupid little nagging feeling it won't happen. as much as i tell myself right now that that is fine (because it really is), i know i will still be a little disappointed if/when my grades are posted. college is shenanigans.
i also got my headlight replaced.
and i re-potted my lovely marigold, which i am worried may be on its last limb. however, it has lived this long and bloomed twice. pretty good for a lame $1 target grow kit i started in june.
i have to go wrap some gifts now (in my non-existent wrapping paper :\) because tonight is gift exchange with my normal (house) friends. however, today is also Fishertown Christmas Village (this silly train/decoration thing my symphonic band director does every year) and my dinner at Dr. Emmanuel's for the class who went to Hungary. so.. i may be late to gift exchange.. which really makes me sad.
packing and cleaning and defrosting our fridge also has to be done..
and i better get real drunk tonight because finals are FINALLY over.
i don't know why i'm not happier now that things are finished school-wise. it kind of worries me. i hope the whole break isn't stressful. maybe it's just because i still feel like i have so much to do..
december 16th--this sunday. i'll be home.