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strange how just the sight of your name somewhere can make my heart jump.. still. i just sent you a text message asking you about a kod kod. haha, i think you pushed the wrong button because you started to call me.. i guess you changed your mind. either that or kira was reading it.. God knows i did that a couple times, makes me wonder how many times those calls rang through. haha that's what i get for being nosey, i guess.
i'm reminicing about old times, mostly because i can't think of a reason why not to.. except for the fact that it eventually makes me sad, but right now it's making me smile, so i guess i can't complain too much, right?
i don't know, life is just weird. i miss you, every day. you are ALWAYS a thought.
the snow outside is just terrible. i finally go on "vacation" and the two days i was supposed to travel have been sooo incredibly shitty. it's only a couple more hours now until i head to the airport and get in a deathbox of an airplane. yikes.
still scares the shit outta me. i was thinking about you, too, on the flight here. you would've hated this plane that i took. and the turbulance. it was just insane.
either way, i'm sending good thoughts in your direction, so i hope that you're getting them. i'm trying so hard to remain optimistic in my life and everything.. being pessimistic isn't always the best thing for me i'm figuring out.
oh, and just incase anyone else is reading this.. as much as i've tried to avoid it.. at all costs.. i got conned into watching twilight..
... i liked it so much that i bought the book and started reading it..
... and have not been able to put it down since i started. it's so lame that i am doing that, but whatever. i'm almost done with the first book. i hate that i like it so much.. some of the writing is so childish and almost repetitive... but i kind of want one. a gorgeous vampire, that is. but it'd probably be better if he wasn't a vampire, you know.. that'd get awkward from time to time.
enough rambling. i'm going to try to get at least a couple hours of sleep before i tempt fate on that stupid, stupid airplane.
p.s. and just in case, i love you.
i'm reminicing about old times, mostly because i can't think of a reason why not to.. except for the fact that it eventually makes me sad, but right now it's making me smile, so i guess i can't complain too much, right?
i don't know, life is just weird. i miss you, every day. you are ALWAYS a thought.
the snow outside is just terrible. i finally go on "vacation" and the two days i was supposed to travel have been sooo incredibly shitty. it's only a couple more hours now until i head to the airport and get in a deathbox of an airplane. yikes.
still scares the shit outta me. i was thinking about you, too, on the flight here. you would've hated this plane that i took. and the turbulance. it was just insane.
either way, i'm sending good thoughts in your direction, so i hope that you're getting them. i'm trying so hard to remain optimistic in my life and everything.. being pessimistic isn't always the best thing for me i'm figuring out.
oh, and just incase anyone else is reading this.. as much as i've tried to avoid it.. at all costs.. i got conned into watching twilight..
... i liked it so much that i bought the book and started reading it..
... and have not been able to put it down since i started. it's so lame that i am doing that, but whatever. i'm almost done with the first book. i hate that i like it so much.. some of the writing is so childish and almost repetitive... but i kind of want one. a gorgeous vampire, that is. but it'd probably be better if he wasn't a vampire, you know.. that'd get awkward from time to time.
enough rambling. i'm going to try to get at least a couple hours of sleep before i tempt fate on that stupid, stupid airplane.
p.s. and just in case, i love you.