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i had a very strange dream last night.
i was back in greeley, and felt like i needed to stop by my old house, that is now being rented by total strangers.
i stopped by and made the excuse that i was wondering if any mail had come there for me. they let me in, and when i went in, it looked like my grandmas old house from north dakota.
they were going through their mail, and my dad stopped in too, and they found this card for me. the address was cut and pasted, almost like a ransom letter. it was my grandmas handwriting, and the return address was hers, even though she passed away. i started tearing up, and i showed it to my dad, and just kept crying.
there was a note on the back that said your grandma sent us these thank you notes, there should be enough to last you a lifetime. there's no return address, don't try to send them back.
they were all blank. just a stack of thank you notes. and i cried.
it made me wonder if it was my grandma trying to tell me something.
i don't know what yet.
another part of the dream was that jason came back.
he said he missed me. and that he made a mistake. that things were going to be different, and better.
i woke up this morning feeling like i'm in some type of funk. i can't get over it. i just feel really... strange.
i was back in greeley, and felt like i needed to stop by my old house, that is now being rented by total strangers.
i stopped by and made the excuse that i was wondering if any mail had come there for me. they let me in, and when i went in, it looked like my grandmas old house from north dakota.
they were going through their mail, and my dad stopped in too, and they found this card for me. the address was cut and pasted, almost like a ransom letter. it was my grandmas handwriting, and the return address was hers, even though she passed away. i started tearing up, and i showed it to my dad, and just kept crying.
there was a note on the back that said your grandma sent us these thank you notes, there should be enough to last you a lifetime. there's no return address, don't try to send them back.
they were all blank. just a stack of thank you notes. and i cried.
it made me wonder if it was my grandma trying to tell me something.
i don't know what yet.
another part of the dream was that jason came back.
he said he missed me. and that he made a mistake. that things were going to be different, and better.
i woke up this morning feeling like i'm in some type of funk. i can't get over it. i just feel really... strange.