thoughts

[tiev]

so its 420am... just finished my music tech homework..... damn i procastinate too much... and i really suck at focusing... well... i have too many distractions... but... well... i can't help it?... bright side is i'm awake.. bad side is i take too much time... but yea....

so hows life... hmm.. i guess i'm doing okay... good actually would be the right word... emotions.. hmm... i'm not sure... i like... i know that... but... its not there... i know that i wouldn't hesitate to put myself out there... but well... i also know i'm not there yet.... hmm...

i know i'm attracted to aggression... don't know why.. well.. maybe i do... i said it before... i'm really just looking for love... someone that will love me... for who i am... so when the girl turns out to be aggressive.. shes then more likely to express her feelings... which i like... i want to be able to make the person i love happy... i want to be loved...  hmm... but yea... time will tell... patience.... thats usually my method of approach... so far everything is clear... we both know what we think... and we're not there... so its cool

hmm... thoughts... i'll talk about them later.. i need sleep.. j4