Feb 25, 2008 03:07
yes... i'm in the middle of hw due a few hours from now... >.>;;;
but i thought i'd take a break and write a bit
so... life is going decently... hmm... i got 2 compliments on my hair today?... that was kinda surprising ahaha... funny part is... i don't have to do anything to get this hair... i just shower... and by randomly drying my hair with a towel.. my hair is like this... its like... lazy and easy.. and it ain't bad either haha ^.^;;; so am i lazy?
so hmm... school is killing me... haha... i'm behind... -.-... no laughing there.. haha... okay.. nvm... but yea... hmm...
-200+ pages of world music culture book...
-a bit more of music theory
-i need to learn how to tell intervals by ear... like whats a major 6th... or a minor 2nd.... or a minor 7th?... i have to be able to recognize it for a test in a few hours... fun
-i had a concert last tuesday, another last friday... and theres another one on tuesday... a rehearsal tho today monday.... from 7-10pm... meaning.... i go to school from 8am-6pm.. then choir from 7pm-10pm... i'm so gonna die....
- i need to make an instrument...... for a class project and do a paper on it
- i need to attend a concert on friday and write about it...
- i need to sleep.. its almost 3am...
- i need to do my music studio homework.. probably will take awhile....
- i feel like theres a midterm coming that i dont' remember...
erm... yea..... school.. fun... and guess what!... i'm planning to get a job >.>... yea im gonna die haha
and if my dad complains about how i work i'm gonna snap.... watch....
but yea... friendship... hmm... thats what i'm aiming for... if anything comes out of it.. awesome... if not.. then oh well.. i still made a friend ^^
i can't give up... i can't be weak.. if i lack a reason to live... then i make a reason... if i can't find it in me.. then i'll find it in someone else.. whether it be for strength... or hope... or happiness... if i can't find those things inside me... i'll find it in someone else... i'll do it for someone else... thats who i am... and why am i saying this?... i'm hoping that someone who needs a reason... can take my way of life as an example... whether the person can do it... i think they can... its just a matter of choice... and dedication and effort to that choice
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random thought....
when i die... i want people to take my life as an example... and live their lives to the best they can live.... i want people to be happy.. strive for it... but dont' be selfish... share the happiness.. care for others... just like i care... heck.. save the world if you can... be a superman or supergirl... be there for someone... understand and help others.... and don't give up.. be strong... if not for yourself.. then for others.... love with all your heart... live like there is no tommorow... make a difference.. be a difference... don't let society decide but decide based on morals and care... thats what i'm hoping people will find in my way of life... i might slip alot.. but its what i'm trying to say... make it your goal to be the best you can be... and its okay to fail by the ways.. cuz sometimes.. that really is the best you can be.. for that moment.. and at least... you've tried
yea.... weird thought