summer....kinda
so its summer....kinda. I finished my spring semester classes and now i started my summer class. Its really boring so far but im able to zone out pretty easily haha so thats good maybe its just cuz i have a lot on my mind so i just stare into space and think about random other things...but i only have 8 classes left so thats good. I got my final grades for spring i got 5 a's and 1 b....i am kinda disappointed but i should be happy because that is still pretty good...ive just been paranoid lately about law school and how im not gunna get in and stuff...apparently UC Law is a lot harder to get into than i thought which sucks....
so ive been thinking about marriage a lot lately....donnie and i have been talking about it alot too....we finished all our pre-engagement paperwork so we are going to be starting soon and i dont want to wait to marry donnie anymore....we always talked getting engaged in the spring of my junior year and then getting married right after graduation but things have been getting so good and so like i dunno how to describe it but i dont want to wait anymore....ive talked w/ donnie and we are thinking about getting married sooner...the only thing im worried about is how my parents will react because obviously donnie will ask for permission to marry me and i can pretty much guarantee that my parents will advise him to wait until i graduate....but the thing that bothers me is i dont want to be getting married w/ people like my parents thinking im not making the right choice....but its my decision and im a responsible adult and so is donnie and we WANT to get married sooner rather than later....im sure once we are engaged for a while my parents will be supportive and i dont think they would ever be NOT supportive but i could see my parents just being like "you are being stupid in not waiting".....i dunno im torn because i dont want to always be so worried about what other people think...and i know in my heart that donnie is the one i am going to marry....i guess i shold just not think about it because it will happen when it happens donnie said that he had a whole list of reasons why we should get married when we want for when he talks w/ my parents...i dunno...
camping was basically amazing it was so much fun...things were ridiculous as always we want to try and go back again this summer.....but i dunno when yet ....
so ive been thinking about marriage a lot lately....donnie and i have been talking about it alot too....we finished all our pre-engagement paperwork so we are going to be starting soon and i dont want to wait to marry donnie anymore....we always talked getting engaged in the spring of my junior year and then getting married right after graduation but things have been getting so good and so like i dunno how to describe it but i dont want to wait anymore....ive talked w/ donnie and we are thinking about getting married sooner...the only thing im worried about is how my parents will react because obviously donnie will ask for permission to marry me and i can pretty much guarantee that my parents will advise him to wait until i graduate....but the thing that bothers me is i dont want to be getting married w/ people like my parents thinking im not making the right choice....but its my decision and im a responsible adult and so is donnie and we WANT to get married sooner rather than later....im sure once we are engaged for a while my parents will be supportive and i dont think they would ever be NOT supportive but i could see my parents just being like "you are being stupid in not waiting".....i dunno im torn because i dont want to always be so worried about what other people think...and i know in my heart that donnie is the one i am going to marry....i guess i shold just not think about it because it will happen when it happens donnie said that he had a whole list of reasons why we should get married when we want for when he talks w/ my parents...i dunno...
camping was basically amazing it was so much fun...things were ridiculous as always we want to try and go back again this summer.....but i dunno when yet ....