Jun 23, 2005 00:44
Maybe I hold love up too high. I believe love is all you really need to get by. I believe it can last forever no matter what it takes to get there. no matter how hard it is. I believe it is the best thing in life. I believe it SHOULD last forever no matter what. I believe that if you let yourself fall in love, you should be obligated to make it last forever. love wont die unless you let it, and you wont let it die if you are in love. I believe life is much more meaningful when you have love. In fact I don't even feel the same without it. I feel lifeless. I feel more respect for myself when i have love. I just feel so much more purpose with love. I could go on, starting now, having that 1 person there that i was in love with that loved me back and it just be us forever until we die.
Maybe.. I should set it down some. Maybe I need to stop thinking so highly of love and stop thinking so maturely about it. but needing Love is like a part of me. I need it to operate normally is what it seems like.
maybe it's time to give up these desires and dreams, I always thought that's what a girl would want a guy to think like. Yeah, a Mature girl. I forgot that i was like 15 years when i started being like this. there were no mature girls, still aren't many..