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I can't decide if what i did was best. yeah most of you think it is but most of you also don't what is worth it and what isn't worth it to me. oh well... you can't change people honestly. if i could just say do this differently and everything will be fine i would have. but tried that last time and it lasted for all of 2 weeks. i think she just acted different for 2 weeks so everything would be ok. but that wasn't her, she didn't change. but it was 2 more weeks added to the best of my life none the less. oh well I don't think there was anything i could do. i still don't but i can't help but think there might have been something.
"love is hopeful"
Too fucking hopeful, eh?
the whole day today i've just kept thinking.. "man.. i gotta at least try to work this out and get her back." but after talking yeah. i just gotta let go. she basically said it herself 'not gonna go back out since you think you can just break up with me then expect me to come back." but we promised if we ever got as sad as we were we would break up.. and maybe she wasn't as sad but i was. and i really had no choice, she wouldn't even stay to talk about any problems for more than like 10 minutes. but she actually talked for like 30 minutes now that we broke up.. so i dunno in my opinion breaking up until things got better was a good idea cause it shows that it's serious. you can't just say THIS IS SERIOUS and expect it to be taken heavily. but anyway i tried. but now i gotta let go.
"love is hopeful"
Too fucking hopeful, eh?
the whole day today i've just kept thinking.. "man.. i gotta at least try to work this out and get her back." but after talking yeah. i just gotta let go. she basically said it herself 'not gonna go back out since you think you can just break up with me then expect me to come back." but we promised if we ever got as sad as we were we would break up.. and maybe she wasn't as sad but i was. and i really had no choice, she wouldn't even stay to talk about any problems for more than like 10 minutes. but she actually talked for like 30 minutes now that we broke up.. so i dunno in my opinion breaking up until things got better was a good idea cause it shows that it's serious. you can't just say THIS IS SERIOUS and expect it to be taken heavily. but anyway i tried. but now i gotta let go.