i don't want to go back
I've had 10 or 12 anxiety dreams in the past two weeks about going back to school. They're all like THIS IS AWFUL OH MY FUCKING GOD GET ME OUT OF HERE and beyond. I usually wake up fucking depressed and my family is like "What's wrooooonggg" and I'm like "MY BRAIN IS FUCKING WITH ME."
This summer has been too amazing to leave behind. I am so nostalgic and freaking upset that it's over.
I can't believe it's over.
More and more I see the reality of situations. Reality can PBBBTTH SHOVE OFF.
I'd rather stay in San Francisco, doing these things:
Um, shit.
Aaah fuck why don't I feel good.
This summer has been too amazing to leave behind. I am so nostalgic and freaking upset that it's over.
I can't believe it's over.
More and more I see the reality of situations. Reality can PBBBTTH SHOVE OFF.
I'd rather stay in San Francisco, doing these things:
- sleeping in my bed
- running around neighborhoods
- sitting in cafes with friends drinking coffee while we plan our nights at clubs, shows, concerts, beaches, or houses.
Um, shit.
Aaah fuck why don't I feel good.