Knowing what you want

Jan 06, 2009 00:36

The title is big enough for my entry.
Most of the time I dont know what I want so I try to rationalize with myself
most of the time.
It takes me many rounds in the mall to scout for what I like ending sometimes not buying it.
Ahhh the pain of wanting it after I went home the ending up buying it the next possible time.

My "id" most of the time gets in the way so I'd rather not purchase anything.
Most of the time I look penniless to friends since I keep saving up for many stuff
I want/need in my life.
Being a self-confessed Jack of all trades doesn't really make things simpler for me.
It makes deciding harder but the work easier.
I can do most of the stuff but getting to that point sometimes takes a long road.
I hope you guys are getting me.

Anyhow, I found myself stumbled upon a something i want since I'm also narcissistic,
I cant help but to want it.
The thing is, its a want. Not a need.
It makes a lot of difference.

I want a BJD to make a mini me.
But the fund wont allow it that much since its expensive enough to buy me
studio lights which I need, a lens, a laptop...
Crap, Im not really sure if I can benefit from it after wards.
All I know is that I can make it my subject in photo shoots, I can do the make up, the clotes I can design them and the doll I can sell it.

But, what is it that I really need?
Ofcourse its my photograhy infused materials. not a doll.

The reason I got convinced on saving up for a Vaio or Mac is the color and the style.
The price? also that, but that came after wards.
Im such a sucker for mediocre functions most of the time for a better Aesthetics.
Good thing I research and look for a better deal most of the time.

So, the moral would be: Do Your Research.
Know yourself better, take survey quizzes on personality and take time to buy.
Being an impulse buyer doesnt make you look wise.
Youll get the tingling sensation when you know its the right time to buy it.
If you find yourself too hyped over something, take time and pause and ask yourself whether if its something you need or want.

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