Happy Birthday Yoochunnie!
Title: Happy Birthday Yoochunnie! :)
Pairings: Yoosu
Rating: PG13
Genre: romance, angst
Warnings: deathfic
A/N: dont kill me? :( inspired by Youha's We broke up today and 8ight's Goodbye my love)
Summary: It's yoochun's 27th birthday.
Beta: still_doll_15(she made me post it today XD)
You adjusted the camera and sat back down.
"Saeng il chukha hamnida! saeng il chukha hamnida!
Saranghaneun Yoochunnie! saeng il chukha hamnida!"
You smiled at Junsu's smiling face. You always thought that he shined the brightest when he smiled.
"Yoochunnie! Blow your candles already. Oh wait! You need to wish first!"
You slowly closed your eyes and wished.
'I wish to be with Junsu forever'
With trembling lips and a heavy heart, you blew out all the 27 candles on the cake.
"Happy 26th birthday, Yoochunnie!"
You opened your eyes again and smiled at him with a bittersweet smile.
And the screen faded into black.
You gazed at the blank screen for a lingering eternity until emptiness and longing came crashing down and you finally broke down and cried. It has been a year Junsu left, for good. The day after your birthday last year, Junsu had asked you to meet him in the park where you first met each other. He told you he was going to say something to you. But he never showed up. He never made it. There had been an accident. A truck lost control. A pedestrian got hit. He died on impact. You remembered the chaos of sirens, of police officers and paramedics running around that night. The image of the angel, fallen and bloodied covered only by a stained white cloth is forever inked into your memory. The fact that you couldn’t have done anything to save him hurt more like a knife piercing through your heart.
All that you have to remember Junsu by is the damaged camera he had been carrying that time. Somehow, its content survived, perhaps as a bittersweet gift from the heavens to you.
The TV screen lit up again. You can see Junsu adjusting the camera while walking in a familiar street. You know that place. You’ve walked around there countless of times, hoping you could somehow go back to that time before it happened. Your hands trembled at the sight of Junsu near the street where the accident occured. You haven’t watched this part of the video yet. You didn’t know that there was a continuation.
"Annyeong, Yoochunnie! I’m so excited. Today, I’m going to confess to you... Yoochunnie-yah, I loved you since I was 17.” Junsu said, his smile since the video started never faltered.
You saw him looking at another place. Junsu panned the camera and you saw yourself standing at the park entrance. He turned back to the camera. “Junsu Fighting!” He said to himself.
Then, you heard the deafening screeching of tires. The next thing you see on the screen is Junsu, bloodied and lying on the ground and mouthing "I love you". Then the screen showed static before entirely fading into black again.
You cried harder this time. You didn’t know that he loved you. If you only knew, you could have told him, told him that you loved him too from the first day that the two of you met.
It hurt. It hurt so much.
All you could do is scream.
“I love you too Junsu-ah! Come back to me please. I love you! I love you!”
Pairings: Yoosu
Rating: PG13
Genre: romance, angst
Warnings: deathfic
A/N: dont kill me? :( inspired by Youha's We broke up today and 8ight's Goodbye my love)
Summary: It's yoochun's 27th birthday.
Beta: still_doll_15(she made me post it today XD)
You adjusted the camera and sat back down.
"Saeng il chukha hamnida! saeng il chukha hamnida!
Saranghaneun Yoochunnie! saeng il chukha hamnida!"
You smiled at Junsu's smiling face. You always thought that he shined the brightest when he smiled.
"Yoochunnie! Blow your candles already. Oh wait! You need to wish first!"
You slowly closed your eyes and wished.
'I wish to be with Junsu forever'
With trembling lips and a heavy heart, you blew out all the 27 candles on the cake.
"Happy 26th birthday, Yoochunnie!"
You opened your eyes again and smiled at him with a bittersweet smile.
And the screen faded into black.
You gazed at the blank screen for a lingering eternity until emptiness and longing came crashing down and you finally broke down and cried. It has been a year Junsu left, for good. The day after your birthday last year, Junsu had asked you to meet him in the park where you first met each other. He told you he was going to say something to you. But he never showed up. He never made it. There had been an accident. A truck lost control. A pedestrian got hit. He died on impact. You remembered the chaos of sirens, of police officers and paramedics running around that night. The image of the angel, fallen and bloodied covered only by a stained white cloth is forever inked into your memory. The fact that you couldn’t have done anything to save him hurt more like a knife piercing through your heart.
All that you have to remember Junsu by is the damaged camera he had been carrying that time. Somehow, its content survived, perhaps as a bittersweet gift from the heavens to you.
The TV screen lit up again. You can see Junsu adjusting the camera while walking in a familiar street. You know that place. You’ve walked around there countless of times, hoping you could somehow go back to that time before it happened. Your hands trembled at the sight of Junsu near the street where the accident occured. You haven’t watched this part of the video yet. You didn’t know that there was a continuation.
"Annyeong, Yoochunnie! I’m so excited. Today, I’m going to confess to you... Yoochunnie-yah, I loved you since I was 17.” Junsu said, his smile since the video started never faltered.
You saw him looking at another place. Junsu panned the camera and you saw yourself standing at the park entrance. He turned back to the camera. “Junsu Fighting!” He said to himself.
Then, you heard the deafening screeching of tires. The next thing you see on the screen is Junsu, bloodied and lying on the ground and mouthing "I love you". Then the screen showed static before entirely fading into black again.
You cried harder this time. You didn’t know that he loved you. If you only knew, you could have told him, told him that you loved him too from the first day that the two of you met.
It hurt. It hurt so much.
All you could do is scream.
“I love you too Junsu-ah! Come back to me please. I love you! I love you!”