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The past few days have been super crazy.
I haven't heard much from Nick since our argument thing. He's been at work, but it's still crappy when I don't hear from him for a long time. After that crap happened..I didn't hear from him for over a day. I don't hear from him until I text him a few times, and I only get a few, small responses from him. And it seems like he's also selective with what he replies to. So I decided to not text him until he texts me.
But then my friend, Mary, who started working where he works, tells me something. Apparently some lady asked her how long Nick and I have been dating, cuz Mary told her she had a friend Nick was dating. Mary told her about 6 months, and this lady gave her this weird look and was saying that Nick was hooking up with some chick from there not too long ago.
Now...I know it wasn't recent, because Nick has spent ALL his free time with me. And I know, when we first dated, he told me there was rumors going around his work that he was banging people.
I knew he was dating a chick right before we got together. Because I was talking to him about it when we first started talking. I was actually giving him advice.
I didn't put everything together. Apparently the chick he dated before me works with him. Ya...it's a little awkward for me now, but I told him that I trust him enough to know that he wouldn't do that to me.
But he's still not talking much, so of course it's making me all eeeeh.
And he has today off...I didn't know that. He always tells me what days he has off and tells me when we're gonna hang out. I found out from Mary that he's not working tonight.
And I keep asking him when he wants to come over to get his birthday presents. When he did answer me a few days ago he said "On one of my days off." I said "Duh. Which day?" and he said "IDK". And that was the only time he responded.
I hate having this gross feeling that something is wrong. Esp with this added work rumor drama on top of it. Everything was bad enough.
But I keep trying to tell myself it's probably nothing. He works a lot, and sometimes doesn't have time to talk. And when he's not working he's sleeping or with his family, and I get him on his days off. And the service in his house sucks, and he gets pretty much NO service in his room.
So I keep thinking of ways to not tweak out, because I don't want to be tweaking out for no reason. But it's really hard when he barely responds to anything. Like...really hard.
I know that once I see him, I'll know if something is up or not. And that I'll probably see him and we'll be all cute and silly. At least, that's what I'm hoping for. And I hope it happens soon, because it's all really starting to dig in me.
I haven't heard much from Nick since our argument thing. He's been at work, but it's still crappy when I don't hear from him for a long time. After that crap happened..I didn't hear from him for over a day. I don't hear from him until I text him a few times, and I only get a few, small responses from him. And it seems like he's also selective with what he replies to. So I decided to not text him until he texts me.
But then my friend, Mary, who started working where he works, tells me something. Apparently some lady asked her how long Nick and I have been dating, cuz Mary told her she had a friend Nick was dating. Mary told her about 6 months, and this lady gave her this weird look and was saying that Nick was hooking up with some chick from there not too long ago.
Now...I know it wasn't recent, because Nick has spent ALL his free time with me. And I know, when we first dated, he told me there was rumors going around his work that he was banging people.
I knew he was dating a chick right before we got together. Because I was talking to him about it when we first started talking. I was actually giving him advice.
I didn't put everything together. Apparently the chick he dated before me works with him. Ya...it's a little awkward for me now, but I told him that I trust him enough to know that he wouldn't do that to me.
But he's still not talking much, so of course it's making me all eeeeh.
And he has today off...I didn't know that. He always tells me what days he has off and tells me when we're gonna hang out. I found out from Mary that he's not working tonight.
And I keep asking him when he wants to come over to get his birthday presents. When he did answer me a few days ago he said "On one of my days off." I said "Duh. Which day?" and he said "IDK". And that was the only time he responded.
I hate having this gross feeling that something is wrong. Esp with this added work rumor drama on top of it. Everything was bad enough.
But I keep trying to tell myself it's probably nothing. He works a lot, and sometimes doesn't have time to talk. And when he's not working he's sleeping or with his family, and I get him on his days off. And the service in his house sucks, and he gets pretty much NO service in his room.
So I keep thinking of ways to not tweak out, because I don't want to be tweaking out for no reason. But it's really hard when he barely responds to anything. Like...really hard.
I know that once I see him, I'll know if something is up or not. And that I'll probably see him and we'll be all cute and silly. At least, that's what I'm hoping for. And I hope it happens soon, because it's all really starting to dig in me.