Too Much
I just ate some pasta salad that my boss made. It was delicious...only half of a small tupperware container full. And I feel so full and so guilty.
I ate some milky way bites (like 4) last night and felt guilty about that too.
Yesterday after work I went shopping for some clothes that fit. I was ashamed to be seen the way I am in public. I was super uncomfortable, feeling like everyone was staring at me and judging how big I am.
This is not a good path to go down.
I've been down here before and it doesn't end well...except that I lost a ton of weight. That was ok.
I have shelter duty tonight.
I'm looking forward to it. Dogs love you no matter how fat or ugly you are. They accept you and just do the only thing they know how to do. Love.
I need to get a house so I can adopt Wiggles.
Then foster a few pups and be surrounded by love all the time.
I realize I sound crazy.
This is just my brain.
I ate some milky way bites (like 4) last night and felt guilty about that too.
Yesterday after work I went shopping for some clothes that fit. I was ashamed to be seen the way I am in public. I was super uncomfortable, feeling like everyone was staring at me and judging how big I am.
This is not a good path to go down.
I've been down here before and it doesn't end well...except that I lost a ton of weight. That was ok.
I have shelter duty tonight.
I'm looking forward to it. Dogs love you no matter how fat or ugly you are. They accept you and just do the only thing they know how to do. Love.
I need to get a house so I can adopt Wiggles.
Then foster a few pups and be surrounded by love all the time.
I realize I sound crazy.
This is just my brain.