love hurts

Sep 26, 2004 13:35

ahh mallory why do you do this 2 me? i cant win with you and i tried being purfect and i never was good enough for you. i swaer ive tried to please you non stop and now im just lying ehre broken cuz you allwyas just say im not good enough. ahhh u make me so crazy sometimes. i told my slef i would waste any tears over you and well im sorry but i have and i am right now. god how could i b so blind? how could i b so dumb? you made me feel like nothing ive ever had b4 and i love you, and i hate you. id do anything for you and you know this. you know your hott and you allways use that 2 yha advantage and ahhh it kills me 2 sit here and just b like no its ok that you did that and no its ok that youve done this. ahhh i cant take it no more. my heart is screaming and my heart is bleeding all over the palce. you may say im a dram queen but u cant feel the pain you put me through every day nad every second im tlakign with you. god mallory why the hell do u do this 2 me, befor i never got jelouse befor i never really cared i could act like i didnt care and actually make my slef belive i didnt care. but with you i care so much it hurts! my stomache hurt so bad right now and i want to go through up. i want to get high just 2 4get about you, i want 2 go get drunk so i can 4get about you and the pain. i want to go pop something so i can 4get about you i want to lose my slef and never come back just so i cna 4get about you and all the pain and memories we have. i want 2 4get about how we would have our playfull sex and i want 2 forget about how we have our rough sex and evertyhign weve ever done. i want to 4get about that day u told me you loved me and how my heart would jump every time youd say those words. my heart still races ever time we get near and im allwys nervouse around you. im so in love with you i cant help but feel all this apin. i guess what they say is true love is pain, so when does the pain go away or does it allways stay?

im dedicating a song to you.....

LOVE WILL FIND A WAY (Christina Aguilera)

No one ever said
That love was gonna be easy
Gotta take the ups and downs
The in-betweens
If you take this journey
Gotta give yourself completely
Never let nobody
Ever step on our dreams

You better stop
Listen to these words that I say
You better stop
Don't you throw this good thing away
Put your trust in me
And I'll make you see

(Chorus:)
No, the rain won't last forever
Find a way to make it better
Long as we can stand together
Love will find a way
Gonna make a new tomorrow
Say goodbye to tears and sorrow
Better listen when I say
Love will find a way

Somebody tried to tell me
Love don't last forever
Said it only happens
In your wildest dreams
After all is said and done
We're still here together
Never listened to the lies
And jealousy

You better stop
Don't you let 'em turn you around
You better stop
Hang on to this love that we've found
Nothing that they say
Can stand in our way

(Repeat chorus)

You better stop
Listen to these words that I say
You better stop
Don't you throw this good thing away
Put your trust in me
And I'll make you see

(Repeat chorus)

I want you, I need you
You know that I believe you
We got it, you know it
So, if it's real, just show it
I want you, I need you
You know that I believe you
We got it, you know it
So, if it's real, just show it

(Repeat chorus)
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