p&j
ha p and j like pb and j but without the b...pops n' jazz was fun fun fun. i had a good time with katie and thankfully i didnt fall off the stage. and angela got me flowers...katie got me flowers too but didnt find me so she gave them to someone else...oh well..it was the thought that counted.
well i dont hate my family but i dislike them a lot at the moment.
i really hate when people are stubborn..including myself.
my family has a lot of problems at the moment and its a lot of arguing which upsets me. but i know it upsets my dad the most. i feel really bad b/c im contributing to his stress but talking to people sometimes doesnt get through to them and i think now if my aunt realizes that she hurt my feelings, she'll realize she hurt a lot of other people's feelings also. at the time she was only thinking of herself and didnt think how i would react to it. and she did hurt my feelings. and i know me walking out of the room without answering her or even looking at her was rude espeically b/c there were other adults including my dad there but im not gonna stop talking to her everywhere else and respect her in my house when shes a guest. that would be stupid. and my dad tried to get me to start talking to her but like i learned in child dev. once you assign a punishment, stick through it...not that my aunt is a child..but she is acting like one. and my other aunts and uncles are being weirdos too. kinda rude..but everyone is. ugh its such a confusing conflict and i hate thinking bout it b/c it just makes me cry even more. i hate thinking that in about 2 weeks we're all going to be on a plane to florida and i still might not be talking to my aunt. i dont want to bring conflict to florida when there is already a lot of pain there.
i dont even wanna think of this thursday, i heard my aunt doesnt even want to go to my aunts house. and Easter is gonna be horrible too. i hate how its conflicting with Easter weekend and we're supposed to celebrate how God died for us yet we're too me me me with our own problems.
my cousins cant even play together anymore b/c everyone thinks a conflict between them will stir up another between the parents.
and i hate thinking bout it in school. i try to concentrate on wat everyone is saying and i think bout my family and all the shouting and i feel like im gonna break up in front of everyone.
and now i have to finish this capt lab and then do spanish.
lax makes me a feel a little better b/c im running, and running kinda feels like im running off my problems.
or fat.
whichever one fits in at the moment.
i really wanna just cuddle up with someone.
well i dont hate my family but i dislike them a lot at the moment.
i really hate when people are stubborn..including myself.
my family has a lot of problems at the moment and its a lot of arguing which upsets me. but i know it upsets my dad the most. i feel really bad b/c im contributing to his stress but talking to people sometimes doesnt get through to them and i think now if my aunt realizes that she hurt my feelings, she'll realize she hurt a lot of other people's feelings also. at the time she was only thinking of herself and didnt think how i would react to it. and she did hurt my feelings. and i know me walking out of the room without answering her or even looking at her was rude espeically b/c there were other adults including my dad there but im not gonna stop talking to her everywhere else and respect her in my house when shes a guest. that would be stupid. and my dad tried to get me to start talking to her but like i learned in child dev. once you assign a punishment, stick through it...not that my aunt is a child..but she is acting like one. and my other aunts and uncles are being weirdos too. kinda rude..but everyone is. ugh its such a confusing conflict and i hate thinking bout it b/c it just makes me cry even more. i hate thinking that in about 2 weeks we're all going to be on a plane to florida and i still might not be talking to my aunt. i dont want to bring conflict to florida when there is already a lot of pain there.
i dont even wanna think of this thursday, i heard my aunt doesnt even want to go to my aunts house. and Easter is gonna be horrible too. i hate how its conflicting with Easter weekend and we're supposed to celebrate how God died for us yet we're too me me me with our own problems.
my cousins cant even play together anymore b/c everyone thinks a conflict between them will stir up another between the parents.
and i hate thinking bout it in school. i try to concentrate on wat everyone is saying and i think bout my family and all the shouting and i feel like im gonna break up in front of everyone.
and now i have to finish this capt lab and then do spanish.
lax makes me a feel a little better b/c im running, and running kinda feels like im running off my problems.
or fat.
whichever one fits in at the moment.
i really wanna just cuddle up with someone.